Another sleepless night

It's been 3 days, we didn't sleep at all at night. Adrian's still fussy, didn't want to let me go. Whatever I did, I did wrong. Everytime I tried to give him medicine he throwed up. He's getting skinner.. poor boy

Jealous

Don't know if it's jealous or he's just sick but Adrian's been fussy these few days. He's been crying for-no-reason especially when I'm around. He doesn't sleep well at night (it affects us too). I'm tired... He's never been like this before, even when he's sick, he's never been this fussy. Get well soon honey!

Surprise of the day

We were trying to get Adrian to sleep. He didn't take enough sleep yesterday and at night it was so difficult to get him to bed. He still wanted to play.. So we went out and took some ride.

I was 8 days late, I forced my husband to buy me a test pack, but he refused. He was sure I wouldn't be pregnant, I was still breastfeeding he said. The doctor said breastfeeding is a kind of birth control, so he was very sure I wasn't pregnant. I still forced him to buy me one. We had a little argument over it until he gave up and turned left to the closest drug store. They didn't have "sensitive", it was the brand I used for testing Adrian, they gave me another test pack named "Blue Dot". The price was Rp 17.000.

I tested it this morning.. 5.50 a.m.. my heart beated faster than usual, I waited and waited and waited for the strip to show up..
One............
Two............
Yes!! There were two strips on that stick! Actually we have been thinking to start planning for another kid around May this year.. But a little bit of me still afraid, because I couldn't handle the nausea everytime I get pregnant (yea right! like I've been pregnant for several times, this would only be my second :P).

I can't describe my feelings. A part of me is ready and expecting myself to be pregnant, but a part of me is still thinking that my son is too young to be a big brother (is he?). But I'm very happy.. that's for sure. Alhamdulillaah.. Once again Allah trusts us to have another kid.. Hope everything will go well. I haven't tell anyone about it yet. It's only the three of us who know.

The funny thing is, everytime we ask Adrian:
"Adrian mau punya dedek?" (Adrian, do you want a little brother?)
He always answers "Iya" (Yes)
He's still 15 months old and I'm not sure he understands what we're asking.. But his answer is so funny and it really makes us happy :)

The Incredible JERK

Is it very difficult to say "I'm Sorry"? Even when you know you really need to say that? Instead, some people tend to point their fingers to others when they make mistakes. What a jerk!!



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